Tuesday, October 18, 2011
This kid is kind of a superstar. Last night we were laying in bed in the dark falling asleep. I had my head on Logan's chest and he was rubbing my head trying to get my headache to cease so that I could fall asleep. It was in that moment that I realized just how wonderful it is to have someone like Logan in my life. We have been married for a little over a year and our marriage isn't perfect by any means, but Logan is always striving for improvement. That is what marriage is I think. Just trying to improve, not for yourself but for your partner. It is that selflessness that I see in Logan everyday that gives me the feeling of security and stability that I need to continue on with life. Marriage is so interesting, sometimes it feels like nothing more then a couple of life long friends hanging out and sharing a good time. However, other times it feels like your partner is your foundation and without their love and guidance you would crumble at the slightest of trials.
Logan and I have only been at this "marriage thing" for a year, and we have had our fair share of disagreements. Like the time that Logan said that PMS was imaginary. Hahah That is a good discussion and we joke about it a lot now. But we have had way more bonding experiences laying on the carpet, watching documentaries, going to the gym, baking bread, or laying in bed. These are the things the connect us a unit. The point is that we are a unit. We are not longer 2 people. We are one person with one purpose. To bring happiness to our marriage. Marriage is interesting and I am sure that the Ah-Ha moments will continue to come over the years. I'm just excited that I will get to to experience them with this guy.